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Wednesday, October 14, 2009
♥ GOD's LOVING HANDS ♥
:( These past few months,i'm struggling so hard to find a solution to my problem, a problem that needed some further evaluation otherwise wrong move can lead to a worse situation. But no matter how i tried to do it my way it seems i can't still find the right answer, to the extent that this problem overwhelmed and caused me some sleepless nights. So i look up to GOD knowing he can provide me the right solution. I asked HIM to light up my path for me to see clearly. I asked HIM to shower me more patience to go through till everything goes right. I know in GOD's own special way miracle will come. I do believe the hand that supplied our greatest need - forgiveness of our sins- is the same hand that can adequately supply the solution i needed.Im giving all my trust to HIM to accomplish things that seems impossible for me. I also believe in HIS right time that i can find what im looking for and all will turn out well and good.
:) Raised and born as a Roman Catholic. Eyes wide opened on what is right and wrong. A sinner or a saint ? Just like millions of people I also have my own shortcomings as a human, as a christian. But because of faith i get easily aware even on a simple and small wrong doings or act, such as not saying a prayer upon waking up in the morning, before and after each meal or before bedtime. Although i'm trying my best to read at least a passage or two in the bible daily, write a thanksgiving and sorry letter in my journal, sharing GOD's love to other people or impart some words of wisdom..... Still i'm not perfect as a human, mostly im naughty, hard-headed, foolish but i can say that i live and breath by GOD's love, by faith and by believing JESUS is my savior, He died for my sins and the only begotten son of our creator. Its not important on what kind of religion we have, whether a Catholic, Born-again, Muslim, Buddhist, Protestant..... Whats important is our belief that somewhere out there, there's a powerful eyes watching over us, willing to help us anytime, will never judge us, ready to listen and forgive us no matter how imperfect we are, we dont need a cellphone to call HIM because He is just a PRAYER away and most of all HE is the only one who can LOVE us PERFECTLY and UNCONDITIONALLY.
:) Im a simple woman with a simple dreams in life, But its so strange that what is so simple to others seem so impossible in my life. I believe in GOD, I have Faith that can move mountains, I believe in Miracles, I know Wishes do come true, I also believe that Patience is a virtue.
But what's the essence of this all, When you feel lonely and empty inside, When your heart crushed and broken, When your tired of waiting and hoping, When you feel all the things your doing makes no sense at all, When there's a time all you wish to do is to just sit and stare at a blank wall.
That's the old me..... a few years ago, But now.... That i knew God truly exist in my life, That my Faith changed and moved me, That Wishes do come true in His time and That Patience is truly a virtue.
Im still a simple woman with the same old dreams in life, And that dreams are..... To be well love and get marry someday, To have a child of my own, To be peaceful with myself, To be contented with my own family, To be a good wife and partner in life, To be a good mother and To live happily ever after, In God's Time.
simple, witty, bubbly, lighthearted, sensitive, moody (blame it to the hormones! lol), i may be tough outside but vulnerable inside, i hate arguments (im not good at it! lol), a good friend, a good listener, willing to lend a hand to the needy and when god showered patience... i was well blessed!